When I was about to make my journey back home form the UK, a few of my relatives advised that I should try sorting out employment before coming home. Surely I would get one at the drop of a hot because of where I was coming from and the degrees and experience I had bagged. The rationale behind it was that I should not come home to depend on my husband.
Well I understand this rationale very well but unfortunately or fortunately, depending on how you view it, I did not get a job. I wasn't in the right frame of mind at the time to try (details in another post). So I became a homemaker by default. As I said in my last post, you need a lot of self-esteem to live confidently as a housewife if not you will find yourself trying to justify your existence every time. So how did I handle it?
First I did a lot of reading. I am naturally a home girl so being out and about was not really my thing. Then I happened to go for a Christian Leadership Conference and there I learnt a few tips to cope.
My conclusion was this...Like Joseph the dreamer in the Bible, I had a lot of dreams, I still do. However on his journey through life he had to invest in other people's dreams before his became a reality. As a homemaker, I see myself investing in my family and one thing is certain, I cannot pursue my dreams to the detriment of the whole family.
In facing others I just have to be confident that I am doing the right thing for me and my family, regardless of what everyone else thinks about me. I will continue with my coping strategy in my next post.....
Blessings....
